【正文】
before our proper understanding. i have so many dreams, so many wishes, so many ambitions, as well as so many regrets and concerns. if there were no afterlife, all of them will remain unrealized!i161。175。m not contented with the present monplace life, i161。175。m very much attached to the affections that should have been mine but have been washed away by the hurrying time, and i yearn for the perfection and maturity if i could start all over again. so believe it or not, i161。175。d rather there were afterlife. translated by zhang baodan (diana)