20xx英語演講稿范本擁抱他人，擁抱自己-文庫吧資料
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【正文】 。然而當拍攝結束，我又會回到自己粗糙不明，笨拙的自我。那感覺真棒。d return to my gnarly, awkward self.
16歲的時候，我遇到了另一個機會，第一部參演的電影。我將所有的情緒都融入到舞蹈的動作中去，我可以在舞蹈中與自己相溶，盡管在現(xiàn)實生活中卻無法做到。t able to be in my real life, in myself.
這時候，另一個世界向我敞開了大門：舞蹈表演。t exist when i was dancing. i39。我是可見卻毫無意義的人。但我的膚色不對，我的頭發(fā)不對，我的過去不對，我的一切都是另類定義的，在這個社會里，我其實并不真實存在。這點是如此重要，如果沒有自我，我們根本無法與他人溝通。我與他人是不同的，而那個熱衷于歸屬的自我卻到處尋找方式尋找歸屬感。但 從我五歲開始，我就有種感覺我不是這個群體的。而想象我和父母是一家人對于其他人來說總是不太自然。quot。quot。t right. my self became defined by otherness, which meant that, in that social world, i didn39。t right. my hair wasn39。t interface with others. we can39。70s. my dad is white from cornwall, and my mom is black from zimbabwe. even the idea of us as a family was challenging to most people. but nature had its wicked way, and brown babies were born. but from about the age of five, i was aware that i didn39。所謂自我不是固定不變的。然而回頭看，對自我的解構是那么頻繁，以至于我發(fā)現(xiàn)了這樣一種規(guī)律。rdquo。ldquo。然后，這個所謂的自我，是他人自我的映射，還是我們真實的自己呢?我們究竟想成為什么樣，應該成為什么樣的呢?
so this whole interaction with self and identity was a very difficult one for me growing up. the self that i attempted to take out into the world was rejected over and over again. and my panic at not having a self that fit, and the confusion that came from my self being rejected, created anxiety, shame and hopelessness, which kind of defined me for a long time. but in retrospect, the destruction of my self was so repetitive that i started to see a pattern. the self changed, got affected, broken, destroyed, but another one would evolve sometimes stronger, sometimes hateful, sometimes not wanting to be there at all. the self was not constant. and how many times would my self have to die before i realized that it was never alive in the first place?
這個和自我打交道，尋找自己身份的過程在我的成長記憶中一
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