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e flowers in Beihai Park are in bloom me wheel you there,” she usedto loved flowers dearly, but ever since my legs became paralyzed, all her flowershad died.“不,我不去!”我狠命地捶打這兩條可恨的腿,喊著,“我活著有什么勁!”母親撲過(guò)來(lái)抓住我的手,忍住哭聲說(shuō):“咱娘兒倆在一塊兒,好好兒活,好好兒活……”“No, I won’t go!” I shouted, while beating my cursed legs as hard as I could.“What am I stillliving for?” Mother would then rush up to me, holding my hands in hers and saying betweensubdued sobs, “The two of us should live together happily, happily…”可我卻一直都不知道,她的病已經(jīng)到了那步田地。后來(lái)妹妹告訴我,她常常肝疼得整宿翻來(lái)覆去地睡不了覺(jué)。Although I did not know it, she had been seriously ill herself all the was my youngersister who told me later that mother had often been kept awake the whole night with pains inthe ,看著窗外的樹葉唰唰啦啦地飄落。母親進(jìn)來(lái)了,擋住窗前:“北海的菊花開了,我推著你去看看吧?!彼俱驳哪樕犀F(xiàn)出央求般的神色?!笆裁磿r(shí)候?”“你要是愿意,就明天?”她說(shuō)。我的回答已經(jīng)讓她喜出望外了?!昂冒桑兔魈?。”我說(shuō)。她高興得一會(huì)兒坐下,一會(huì)站起:“那就趕緊準(zhǔn)備準(zhǔn)備?!薄鞍パ剑瑹┎粺?幾步路,有什么好準(zhǔn)備的!”她也笑了,坐在我身邊,絮絮叨叨地說(shuō)著:“看完菊花,咱們就去‘仿膳’,你小時(shí)候最愛吃那兒的豌豆黃兒。還記得那回我?guī)闳ケ焙?你偏說(shuō)那楊樹花是毛毛蟲,跑著,一腳踩扁一個(gè)……”她忽然不說(shuō)了。對(duì)于“跑”和“踩”一類的字眼兒,她比我還敏感。她又悄悄地出去了。One day I was alone in the room, watching the rustling fall of autumn leaves through thewindow when Mother came stood between me and the window and said, “Thechrysanthemums in Beihai are let me take you there for a visit.” Her sad eyes inher haggard face silently implored me.“When?” I asked.“Tomorrow, if it suits you,” she replied,pleasantly surprised at myinterest.“Okay, tomorrow then,” I was so delighted thatshe did not know whether to sit or to stand.“Let’s get ready right now,” she suggested.“Oh,what a bore!Do we need to get ready for a park just a few steps away?”I burst outlaughing herself, sat down beside me and murmured, “After we’ve seen the chrysanthemums,we’ll dine at Fang Shan used to love their puree of peas best when you were alittle remember our last tour to Beihai? You insisted that the poplar flowers be wormsand ran to stamp on them one by one…” Here she broke off abruptly, more sensitive towords like “run” than I ever went out again ,就再也沒(méi)有回來(lái)。Yes, she went out, never to e ,她還在大口大口地吐著鮮血。我沒(méi)想到她已經(jīng)病成那樣??粗嗆囘h(yuǎn)去,她絕沒(méi)有想到那竟是永遠(yuǎn)的訣別。When the neighbors carried her onto the tricycle flatcart, she was still vomiting mouthfuls had never thought she could have been so seriously the threewheeler go,I had not expected it would be her departure to ,她正艱難地呼吸著,像她那一生艱難的生活。別人告訴我,她昏迷前的最后一句話是:“我那個(gè)有病的兒子和我那個(gè)還未成年的女兒……”The young man next door carried me on his back to the hospital to see was gaspingher last, in just the same way as she had lived her entire hard was told later that her lastwords before passing away were: “I have an invalid son andan unmarried daughter…”又是秋天,妹妹推我去北??戳司栈?。黃色的花淡雅,白色的花高潔,紫紅色的花熱烈而深沉,潑潑灑灑,秋風(fēng)中正開得爛漫。我懂得母親沒(méi)有說(shuō)完的話。妹妹也懂,我倆在一塊兒,要好好兒活……It was another autumn when my sister wheeled me to Beihai park to see the yellow ones were simple and elegant。the white ones, pure and noble。and the purple ones,warm and deep。all were in full bloom, dancing in the autumn came to know whatmother hadn’t had time to finish, and so did my should live together happily…