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rsquo。rsquo。ll e up with your own style,thatamp。strue. Iamp。 I really donamp。t worry if you miss yourcue. There will always be another door opening. They keep opening. And when I say, “。s just about letting theuniverse know what you want and working toward it while letting go of how it might e topass. (applause) Your job is not to figure out how itamp。t afford a bike, so I went home and I prayed for one, and promised I would recite therosary every night in exchange. Broke it。relax and dream up a good life! (applause) I had asubstitute teacher from Ireland in the second grade that told my class during Morning Prayerthat when she wants something, anything at all, she prays for it, and promises something inreturn and she always gets it. Iamp。ve achievedimmortality. How tricky is the ego that it would tempt us with the promise of something wealready possess. So I just want you to relax。 (laughter) This is the voice of your ego. If you listen to it, there will always be someone who seems to bedoing better than you. No matter what you gain, ego will not let you rest. It will tell you thatyou cannot stop until youamp。 You look at a person like me and say, (kidding) “。Iamp。s no story the mind could create that will beas pelling. The imagination is always manufacturing scenarios 。 you will be embraced by it. Now, Iamp。rsquo。s not where youamp。re not the pictures on the film stock. We are the light that shinesthrough it. All else is just smoke and mirrors. Distracting, but not truly pelling. Iamp。 (laughter) So I started over. (All the lights go off in the Dome and the painting is showered with blacklight.) Whooooo! Wele to Burning Man! (applause) Some pretty crazy characters right?Better up there than in here. (points to head) Painting is one of the ways I free myself fromconcern, a way to stop the world through total mental, spiritual and physical involvement. But even with that, es a feeling of divine dissatisfaction. Because ultimately, weamp。llnever get them back (kidding) 。 yes, thousands of hours that Iamp。t leave mebehind for I have abandoned myself.”。 The Queen of Diamonds who needs a King to build herhouse of cards。t stand when youamp。sthe tricky part. Everyone is attracted to the light. The party host up in the corner (refers topainting) who thinks unconsciousness is bliss and is always offering a drink from the bottlesthat empty you。 (laughter) Itamp。s painting. Applause.) (Re: the painting) Itamp。re after, lies somewhere beyond personality, beyond the perception of others,beyond invention and disguise, even beyond effort itself. You can join the game, fight thewars, play with form all you want, but to find real peace, you have to let the armor fall. Yourneed for acceptance can make you invisible in this world. Donamp。t wantto hear, or if I defied their expectations of me? What if I showed up to the party without myMardi Gras mask and I refused to flash my breasts for a handful of beads? (laughter) Iamp。s when my search for identitydeepened. I wondered who Iamp。 I did something that makespeople present their best selves to me wherever I go. (applause) I am at the top of themountain and the only one I hadnamp。ndash。s yours? How will you serve the world? What do t