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看著他天真無(wú)邪的笑容,我擁抱了這位對(duì)手,而他也不僅僅是我的對(duì)手,還是我最好的朋友! 對(duì)手在一定意義上也是你的朋友,我們要珍惜這一段記憶,將如此幸運(yùn)之事永久封存在大腦之中。沒關(guān)系的,考不好不要緊,就是一次檢測(cè)而已!哈哈??荚嚽暗男瞧谌?,他打電話讓我去家里一起復(fù)習(xí),在平時(shí)會(huì)很高興答應(yīng)的我此時(shí)卻有些猶豫不決,在這關(guān)鍵時(shí)刻也許一起復(fù)習(xí)會(huì)有意外的效果,但,但他可是我的對(duì)手呀,不行,我決不可以和他一起進(jìn)行,思考了片刻,語(yǔ)氣有些怯生生地拒絕了他,雖經(jīng)過(guò)他再三懇求可我仍沒有心動(dòng),在掛下電話之前我聽到了他重重地嘆氣聲,頓時(shí)心生不安,是呀,拿別人的真誠(chéng)去換自己的拒絕,真是一種不道義的行為,但為了超越他也是迫不得已的! 隨著月考的過(guò)去,整個(gè)人的身心都放松了許多,可是在放松的同時(shí)又隱約有些緊張,右眼地時(shí)常跳動(dòng)好像預(yù)示著我成績(jī)得不理想。……。想像我們能有怎樣的存在方式,當(dāng)我們正視自我不可避免的死亡、感恩生命的權(quán)利,驚異于即將到來(lái)的事物這些都來(lái)自于簡(jiǎn)單的覺察。我們和永恒以及萬(wàn)物的聯(lián)系,我們從出生那天就知道的聯(lián)系。s more a reality than the ones our selves have created. Imagine what kind of existence we can have if we honor inevitable death of self, appreciate the privilege of life and marvel at what es next. Simple awareness is where it begins. 讓我們生活在一起,歇一口氣,慢慢來(lái)。s not be freaked out by our bountiful nothingness. Itamp。s live with each other and take it a breath at a time. If we can get under that heavy self, light a torch of awareness, and find our essence, our connection to the infinite and every other living thing. We knew it from the day we were born. Letamp。 Letamp。 our crazy selves are living with each other and perpetuating an epidemic of disconnection. 關(guān)鍵在于我們尚未找出、怎樣與地球和萬(wàn)物一起生活在同一性中我們一直在瘋狂地尋找,怎樣和數(shù)十億的其他人一起生活,只是我們并非和其他人一起生活。39。39。39。這有一個(gè)對(duì)自我的建議在我們這個(gè)被構(gòu)造的世界里已經(jīng)開始出現(xiàn)裂縫,海水將持續(xù)不斷從裂縫中涌出石油和鮮血,匯流成河。那我們就是在貶低生活的價(jià)值,并且變得越來(lái)越遲鈍。39。39。39。這些更進(jìn)一步阻礙我們?nèi)ジ惺芩齻兊耐纯唷⑺齻兊脑庥?、她們的死亡?9。39。如果你能做到這一點(diǎn),將會(huì)發(fā)生不可思議的事情。但我并不為我的自我感到羞愧。39。39。39。說(shuō)明我感受不到我自己這曾經(jīng)導(dǎo)致了我的羞愧,其實(shí)是給我啟蒙的源頭。39。39。39。39。我誠(chéng)懇地認(rèn)為我作為一個(gè)演員能夠成功的關(guān)鍵以及作為一個(gè)不斷進(jìn)步的人,是因?yàn)樽晕业娜笔В@讓我覺得非常焦慮和不安。我出演過(guò)許多角色,從奴隸時(shí)代想要復(fù)仇的鬼魂,到2020年的國(guó)務(wù)卿。re all related in me. And I honestly believe the key to my success as an actor and my progress as a person has been the very lack of self that used to make me feel so anxious and insecure. 當(dāng)我表演一個(gè)角色時(shí)我進(jìn)入了另一個(gè)自我。ve played everything from a vengeful ghost in the time of slavery to Secretary of State in 2020. And no matter how other these selves might be, theyamp。m acting a role, I inhabit another self, and I give it life for awhile, because when the self is suspended so is divisiveness and judgment. And Iamp。 And when Iamp。m connected to everything the ground, the air, the sounds, the energy from the audience. All my senses are alert and alive in much the same way as an infant might feel that feeling of oneness. 一開始,我們可以想想那些我們失去自我的時(shí)候,當(dāng)我跳舞時(shí)、表演時(shí),我根植于我的本源,我的自我被抑制了在那些時(shí)刻。m earthed in my essence, and my self is suspended. In those moments, Iamp。m acting. Iamp。 For a start, we can think about all the times when we do lose ourselves. It happens when I dance, when Iamp。s connected to its creator to you and to me. And that can happen with awareness awareness of the reality of oneness and the projection of selfhood. 但總有一些事能賦予自我極無(wú)盡的聯(lián)系 ,就是同一性我們的本源自我對(duì)于真實(shí)性和定義的掙扎永遠(yuǎn)不會(huì)停止,除非自我能夠與創(chuàng)造者相連。s struggle for authenticity and definition will never end unless itamp。 But there is somet