【文章內(nèi)容簡(jiǎn)介】 please, my heart pulling cool, you are in my eyes is a perfect should not be so, for love and no worth without dignity without what qualifications do I have to say you? I am even more humble than you are more have only seen you started to like you, I spent a year are not clear I like you is not because of impulse and do not bought 55 degrees of wine in the three white wine only give me a small cup, I do not even have a the wine out of the house we stood in front of the truth view waiting to see Huagu Opera, you carry a can of three liquor to that Miao Miao never said, then I just look at her very happy cool, I have never been a drop of wine, I tried to drink through that glass of wine not that stupid? Like a person, IQ will bee what to do in vain, but still as to the parking lot on the halfway to see Wuzhen station, I think of “Water Love” where Huang Lei sent Rene Liu, in the rain, Rene Liu Lei hand to her tears, that position to keep the rain stopped, Rene Liu could not see, he went a few steps, he suddenly turned around, hesitantly looked, he found that he lost his love forever, he stood there, only to tears turned my head and looked at think you will not someday turned around and found that I was gone, and sad?Sunday, micropurple to take a bath, I use her puter online, met you on the You say these days thanks to you, otherwise, and micropurple together is always very cold say you like her mouth bent up laughing, like her wearing a skirt quiet sent a message to ask you, I like a boy, I want to tell him?You say, tell it, so said, but he has a favorite girl, how do?You say, both of us are poor children, how do you like do not like their own people?The wind outside the balcony 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micropurple did not e to send me, I put in front of the street to buy shoes and clothes to walk in the wear a “l(fā)adies house” embroidery collar long do not know, I also intend to take the quiet think of what happened these days, how pity, these seemingly happy little details, not because you like are just love the house and nice, we can be considered a good cool, there is one thing I did not say to you, this time back to Shanghai, I will start to go abroad much I wish I liked you just my impulses and used a year to list your reason for a list of books on your think I really like youYou remend to me to listen to the first song, is the wolf39。s “want to sing to you.” I like the lyrics inside: “Who can replace you, take advantage of the young love to love it.” No one can replace you, who do not believe that I love so a person, is a shortcut to rapid will think for him, for the future to consider, for happiness we have no do not always say that I can not afford to love this heavy word children, and you, have not considered to love are still two individuals who have nothing to do with each other, occasionally miss, so, it is also very , Su cool, I can only put my dream like this story installed in this school school playground next to the kiosk can buy the turn around, putmy first song like you, sing to yourself to listen 。我在“和之百貨”辦貴賓卡，他們送給我一本2007年的掛歷。我給你發(fā)信息，我說(shuō)蘇涼，送你一本掛歷，你要不要，你發(fā)笑臉過(guò)來(lái)，說(shuō)好的。成長(zhǎng)的捷徑是去喜歡一個(gè)人可是你知不知道，我想說(shuō)的是，我把我送給你，你要不要？這樣說(shuō)太露骨了，我是多么矜持的女生。現(xiàn)在的時(shí)間是2007年4月5號(hào)，星期四。清明。我對(duì)你說(shuō)我要來(lái)蘇州，你說(shuō)好吧。我和微紫一起來(lái)接你。我不樂(lè)意聽(tīng)到這句話，我希望你對(duì)我說(shuō)你來(lái)接我。你為什么要帶上微紫呢，她是個(gè)多么不識(shí)趣的小妞，你追了她兩年，她還是對(duì)你愛(ài)理不理。我把行李交給你，我說(shuō)，蘇涼，主動(dòng)幫我拎東西會(huì)死嗎?你笑，溫暖得能把我的心融化。我拉起微紫的手走在前面，把你丟在后面亦步亦趨。蘇州的陽(yáng)光不算刺眼，微紫卻說(shuō)，我好累，我想睡覺(jué)。你無(wú)比溫柔地對(duì)她說(shuō)，下午上信息論時(shí)再睡吧。我鄙視你，你這樣是為她著想嗎？你這根本是在害她。我跳上開(kāi)過(guò)來(lái)的33路車，坐在了最前排的位置。50分鐘后，我們到了蘇科大石湖校區(qū)。我駕輕就熟地朝里走。你在操場(chǎng)旁的小橋和我們道別。我獨(dú)自跑進(jìn)公主樓旁的教育超市買(mǎi)霉干菜扣肉粽子，小餅干，綠豆小餅，站在超市門(mén)口把它們統(tǒng)統(tǒng)塞進(jìn)嘴里。我想通過(guò)這樣的方式讓自己吐出來(lái)。否則我怕我不是吐而是哭出來(lái)。我見(jiàn)不得你對(duì)別人好。微紫遞來(lái)一袋麥香牛奶，我抬頭看她一眼，笑得像漢奸。我問(wèn)她你哪里不好?微紫歪頭想，他太黑，太胖，長(zhǎng)得不夠漂亮。所以蘇涼，你沒(méi)戲，微紫說(shuō)你除非整容，否則她不會(huì)選擇你。你請(qǐng)我們吃飯。我是陪襯品。是你們尷尬氣氛的調(diào)味劑。我充分地發(fā)揮了調(diào)味劑的作用。我絞盡腦汁想一些話題。你的眼神時(shí)不時(shí)地飄向微紫，你那么在意她的反應(yīng)和表情?；氐剿奚幔⒆辖与娫?。臉上那種甜膩表情在面對(duì)你的時(shí)候永遠(yuǎn)不會(huì)出現(xiàn)。我莫明地有些生氣，我覺(jué)得你真可憐，我也可憐。我們倆都是可憐的人。晚上十點(diǎn)鐘，你給我發(fā)信息說(shuō)要拿青團(tuán)給我。其實(shí)就是拿我做幌子給微紫而已。我還是下去了，讓你陪我逛校園，科大晚上的校醫(yī)院門(mén)前很合適拍鬼片，一盞長(zhǎng)方體的淡黃燈，燈光在破舊的樓前潰散朦朧。逛到“師陶?qǐng)@”,你把手機(jī)燈打在花廳的石雕上,問(wèn)我,可怕嗎?我說(shuō)不怕。聲音是從未有過(guò)的篤定。有你在，我真的什么都不怕。我們靠在廊椅上說(shuō)話，你給微紫發(fā)信息，有微小的光穿過(guò)樹(shù)叢打在我的腳踝上，我把腳放在這些光前來(lái)回蕩。我輕輕地問(wèn)你，如果一個(gè)女生對(duì)你說(shuō)她喜歡你，你會(huì)放棄微紫接受她嗎?你用很輕的聲音回答，如果我覺(jué)得她不錯(cuò)的話，會(huì)考慮。隔著那個(gè)柱子我低下頭來(lái)笑，你怎么想都想不到我會(huì)喜歡你吧。周六，我隨你們系上組織的春游活動(dòng)去烏鎮(zhèn)。我聽(tīng)芝華士的廣告歌《whenyouknow》，喜歡一個(gè)人，要怎么樣才能讓他知道？我站在宏源泰染坊湛藍(lán)色的染布后面探出頭，看到你站在微紫身旁，討好地笑，我的心揪得疼。蘇涼，你在我眼中是個(gè)完美的人。你不應(yīng)該這樣，為了愛(ài)而沒(méi)有身價(jià)沒(méi)有尊嚴(yán)沒(méi)有理智?？墒俏矣惺裁促Y格說(shuō)你。我甚至比你更卑微更莫明其妙。我只見(jiàn)過(guò)你一面就開(kāi)始喜歡你，我用了一年的時(shí)間都還理不清我喜歡你是不是因?yàn)闆_動(dòng)和不了解。在三白酒坊我喝了55度的酒。他們只給我很小的一杯，我連一絲醉意都沒(méi)有。從酒坊出來(lái)我們站在修真觀前面等著看花鼓戲，你拎一罐三白酒給我。微紫說(shuō)淼淼從來(lái)不喝酒。你說(shuō),那我剛才看她喝得很開(kāi)心。蘇涼，我從來(lái)都是滴酒不沾的，我就企圖通過(guò)那一杯酒讓自己醉掉。這個(gè)想法是不是很蠢？喜歡一個(gè)人，智商都會(huì)變得愚鈍不堪。明知做什么都徒勞，卻還是一如既往。走路去停車場(chǎng)的半道上看到烏鎮(zhèn)車站，我想起《似水年華》里黃磊送劉若英，在大雨里，劉若英哭了。黃磊伸手給她擦眼淚，那個(gè)姿勢(shì)保持到雨停了，劉若英看不見(jiàn)了，他才往回走。走了幾步，他突然轉(zhuǎn)頭，彷徨地張望，他發(fā)現(xiàn)他永遠(yuǎn)失去了他的愛(ài)，他站在那