【正文】 我們都是在欺騙和被欺騙中去圓滑去世俗，以往生命中的過客也都來去匆匆地去尋找所謂的歸屬。他的美，是荒涼的美，荒涼到骨子里，卻又一些暖意，堅強，頑強的毅力，執(zhí)著。他死了，她哭了，他的所有痛苦，她此刻也在隱忍地承受著。這場革命的本相是殘酷的詩，是一叢華麗的惡之花！我對這本書中的人物充滿了疼惜。命運拿起紅蘋果，放在嘴巴咬一口，咬出了一個缺口——這是他所受到的欺騙和誤解；再吃一口，多了一個缺口——這是他在皮鞭和暴力下所受的痛苦；最后一大口，缺口并從此無限期地蔓延——這是他的恨和報復。人生就是一條單行線，但是筆直的路上卻有著分岔口，有的時候探出一步就意味著無可挽回，有的時候探出一步就不肯呢個與自己想要的幸福又交集。他對情人琦達萊尼享有肉欲，但是這個吉普賽女人只是革命者牛虻疲憊時的一只溫軟枕頭而已；而他依舊深愛的瓊瑪，他態(tài)度粗暴地一而再再而三地展示自己的創(chuàng)傷；面對他的生父，他無情地“封鎖“了父親的愛，因為他對那種欺騙一直耿耿于懷；二他對曾是他的好朋友，老師，甚至是父親的神甫，卻不惜用一切來諷刺和挖苦，吧一個個都傷得血肉模糊。這是永久的不可磨滅的心靈創(chuàng)傷。有誰能知道，那樣的云淡風輕，稚氣未脫的外表下，是一顆絕望的！掩卷之余，我想正是因為我們有著更大的悲傷，所以對這個世界忍讓和不屈服，人們把這稱之為堅強。因為他是那么的信仰上帝，信仰蒙坦里尼。他被偽善的教士卡爾狄出賣，進而被自己信任的同志和最愛的姑娘瓊瑪的誤解，瓊瑪一巴掌，撕碎了他的心，陷入了絕望的深淵。他在革命斗爭中學會了堅強，并支撐了他的事業(yè)。為此，作為一名新時期的共產黨員，潛下心來閱讀紅色經典是大有裨益的，也是十分必要的。九十年前，我們黨是一個只有幾十名黨員，既無錢，也無權的小黨，九十年后，我們黨成為了一個擁有近八千萬黨員的世界第一大執(zhí)政黨。牛虻堅定的信仰讓我想起了我們共產黨人的信仰，雖然時代不同，地點不同，但那份信仰是相同的。在那個信仰缺失的年代，在別人夸夸其談的時候，牛虻用他的實際行動闡釋了自己的信仰。ll never find his beloved son......Once again the confession?Then......第二篇：《牛虻》讀后感閱讀經典 堅定信仰——讀《牛虻》有感太倉海關嵇從民上世紀五十年代以來，《牛虻》被譽為青年人的精神食糧，影響了幾代中國人，鼓舞著廣大青年堅定信仰。s death, he had killed him, he is in God, and sons,decided to choose the false god, gave up so miserable and so need loving was destined to regret their decisions, he was destined to be your crazy, finally, great cardinal or crazy, or dead, God is not the God of mercy, not because of his loyalty and loyalty to is poor, Qiongma a slap him from Italy to South America, many years of suffering, he put down, finally, he returned to Italy, he saw Qiongma, they love each other, but not died, she cried in pain, he all the time, she was also as she know he is still alive, she can be relieved, she can forget their past mistakes, he once again living dead in front of was 17 years old, know God is just a hammer to knock out the clay sculpture, his beloved Padre lied to him, God is not a god of passion, one can rely on, only in trouble and became a fullyfledged atheist, he hated the hypocrisy of prayer, hate all priests, but he knows that, in any case, he still loves the Padre, he doesn39。m aliveOr I dieI have been a gadflyA happy flyThis poem, is the final writing, writing it, he was on the line, and then he died very hard, because he has to soldier, was so loved him, they took the tremulous gun hand, their tears in the cheeks, but they still have to kill him, that is the countless bullet sound, gadfly is dead, all in the play, but the dead so strong, so looks at his son39。t save China, more save China does not know, never know, the way he treated his own son, is very unfair, but he did not know God, he was puzzled by his mind, only the empty China finally wakes up, you must face the heaven or hell of the God, and he will say, he st