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ve a wonderful family 39。t lose 39。t with all matters of the heart, you39。ll be dead soon is the most important thing I39。d have the next ten years to tell them, in just a few means to make sure that everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your means to say your lived with that diagnosis all that evening I had a biopsy where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the was sedated but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope, the doctor started crying, because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with had the surgery and, thankfully, I am fine was the closest I39。s life39。t waste it living someone else39。t let the noise of others39。老實(shí)說,我大學(xué)沒有畢業(yè),今天恐怕是我一生中離大學(xué)畢業(yè)最近的一次了。我 在里得大學(xué)讀了六個月就退學(xué)了,但是在十八個月之后我真正退學(xué)之前,我還常去學(xué)校。于是,一對律師夫婦說好了要領(lǐng)養(yǎng)我,然而最后一 秒鐘,他們改變了主意,決定要個女孩兒。這 是我生命的開端。所以我決定退學(xué),并且相信沒有做錯。我沒有宿舍可住,睡在朋友房間的地上。讓我來給你們舉個例子吧。在這門課上,我學(xué)會了“serif”和“sansserif”兩種字體、學(xué)會了怎樣在不同的字母組合中改變字間距、學(xué)會了怎樣寫出好的字來。于是,我們把這些東西全都設(shè)計進(jìn)了計算機(jī)中。要不是退了學(xué),我決不會碰巧選了這門書法課,個人電腦也可能不會有現(xiàn)在這些漂亮的版式了。所以你必須相信,那些點(diǎn)點(diǎn)滴滴,會在你未來的生命里,以某種方式串聯(lián)起來。很早就發(fā)現(xiàn)自己喜歡做的事情。你怎么可能被一個親手創(chuàng) 立的公司解雇?事情是這樣的,在公司成長期間,雇傭了一個我們認(rèn)為非常聰明,可以和我一起經(jīng)營公司的人。一開始的幾個月我真的不知道該干什么。有些東西在呼喚我:我還愛著我從事的行業(yè)。當(dāng) 時我沒有看出來,但事實(shí)證明“被蘋果開除”是發(fā)生在我身上最好的事。Pixar出品了世 界第一個電腦動畫電影:“玩具總動員”,現(xiàn)在它已經(jīng)是世界最成功的動畫制作工作室了。這個藥的味道太糟了,但是我想病人需要它。你必須去找你熱愛的東西,對工作如此,對你的愛人也是這樣的。就像任何真誠的關(guān)系,隨著時間的 流逝,只會越來越緊密。這句話給我留下了深刻的印象。提醒自己就要死亡是我知道的最好的方法,用來避開擔(dān)心失去某些東西的陷阱。我當(dāng)時都不知道胰腺是什么東西。就是意味著把要對你小孩說十年的話在幾個月內(nèi)說 完;意味著把所有東西搞定,盡量讓你的家庭活得輕松一點(diǎn);意味著你要說“永別”了。我做了 手術(shù),現(xiàn)在,我痊愈了。也應(yīng)該如此,因?yàn)樗劳龊芸赡苁巧?命最好的發(fā)明。抱歉,這很戲劇性,但卻是真的。你的直覺和內(nèi) 心知道你想要變成什么樣子。他用詩 一般的觸覺將這份雜志帶到世界。斯糾華特和他的小組出版了幾期“完整地球目錄”,在完成使命之前,他們出版了最后一 期。這是他們的告別語,“求知若渴,虛心若谷”。非常感謝。s big three first story is about connecting the dropped out of Reed College after the first six months but then stayed around as a dropin for another eighteen months or so before I really why did I drop out? It started before I was biological mother was a young, unwed graduate student, and she decided to put me up for felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife, except that when I popped out, they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking, “We39。t interest me and begin dropping in on the ones that looked far more wasn39。t have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do learned about serif and sansserif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter binations, about what makes great typography was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can39。 garage when I was worked hard and in ten years, Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion pany with over 4,000 39。d been rejected but I was still in so I decided to start didn39。d just turned thirty, and then I got can you get fired from a pany you started? Well, as Apple grew, we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the pany with me, and for the first year or so, things went then our visions of the future began to diverge, and eventually we had a falling we did, our board of directors sided with him, and so at thirty, I was out, and very publicly had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was really didn39。s likely that no personal puter would have I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on that calligraphy class and personals puters might not have the wonderful typography that they course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college, but it was very, very clear looking backwards 10 years , you can39。t have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends39。 savings were being spent on my college six months, I couldn39。m honored to be with you today for your mencement from one of the finest universities in the be told, I never graduated from college and this is the closest I39?,F(xiàn)在,在你們即將踏上新旅程的時候,我也希望你們能這樣。最后一期的封底是一張清晨鄉(xiāng)村小路的照片,如果你有冒險精神,可以自己找到這條路。有點(diǎn)像軟皮包裝的Google,不 過卻早了三十五年。我 年輕的時候,有一份叫做“完整地球目錄”的好雜志,是我們這一代人的圣經(jīng)之一。不要被教條束縛,那意味著會和別人思考的結(jié)果一塊兒生活?,F(xiàn)在,你們就是“新”。這次死里逃生讓我比以往只知道死亡是一個有用而純粹書面概念的時候更確信地告訴你們,沒有人愿意死,即使那些想上天堂的人們也不愿意通過死亡來達(dá)到他們的目的。后來有天晚上我做了一個活切片檢查,他們將一個內(nèi)窺鏡伸進(jìn)我的喉嚨,穿過胃,到達(dá)腸道,用一根針在我的胰腺腫瘤上取了幾個細(xì) 胞。我的醫(yī)生建議我回家,整理一切。大 約一年前,我被診斷出患了癌癥。提醒自己就 要死了是我遇見的最大的幫助,幫我作了生命中的大決定。我的第三個故事關(guān)于死亡。如果你還沒有找到,那么就繼續(xù)找,不要停。不要喪失信心。我們在NeXT開發(fā)的技術(shù)在蘋果的復(fù)興中起了核心作用,另外勞琳和我組建了一個幸福的家庭。這讓我感覺如此自由,進(jìn) 入一生中最有創(chuàng)造力的階段。我被逐了,但我仍愛著。我與戴維德帕珂德和鮑勃諾埃斯見面,試圖為這徹頭徹尾的失敗道歉。于是,在我三十歲的時候,我出局了,很公開地出局了。我們工作得很努力,十年后,蘋果公司成長為擁有四千名員工,價值二十億的大公司。第二個故事是關(guān)于愛與失的。十年之后再回頭看,兩者之間關(guān)系就非常、非常清楚了。要不是我當(dāng)初在大學(xué)里偶然選了這 么一門課,Macintosh 計算機(jī)絕不會有那么多種印刷字體或間距安排合理的字號。當(dāng) 時我并不指望書法在以后的生活中能有什么實(shí)用價值。校園中每一張海報,抽屜上的每一張標(biāo)簽,都是漂亮的手寫體。我喜歡這種生活方式。從我退學(xué)的那一刻起,我可以停止一切不感興趣的必修課,開始旁聽那些有意思得多的課。六個月后,我覺得不 值得。她拒絕在領(lǐng)養(yǎng)書上簽字。我的生母是一個年 輕、未婚的大學(xué)畢業(yè)生,她決定讓別人收養(yǎng)我。不是長篇大論,只是三個故事而已。謝謝大家。t be trapped by dogma, which is living with the results of other people39。it clears out the old to make way for the now, the new is someday, not too long from now, you will gradually bee the old and be cleared to be so dramatic, but it39。s the closest I get for a few more lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual one wants to die, even people who want to go to Heaven don39。t even know what a pancreas doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctors39。t third story is about I was 17 I read a quote that went something like “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you39。ve got to find what you love, and that is as true for work as it is for your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is